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Drinking from the Wells of New Creation

I am excited to announce the publication of my wife, Kerry Dearborn’s new book, Drinking from the Wells of New Creation: The Holy Spirit and the Imagination in Reconciliation. It’s available now on Amazon:

Wells of New Creation

Here are what some people are saying about it:

”Dearborn provides us with the gift of deep insight into the heart of God and the ways of the Spirit to open our eyes, our hearts, our homes, and our lives to God and others. Through profound theological reflection interwoven with compelling stories, this book draws us into God’s healing love and new creation. I pray God uses this great book to release the vision of Amos to which I’ve dedicated my life.”
–John Perkins, author of Let Justice Roll Down

”For many years, Kerry Dearborn has been at the forefront of thinking theologically about the imagination and thinking imaginatively about theology. Here she invites us to move into territory sorely in need of just this kind of thinking. Gracious, lucid, and hospitable, Drinking from the Wells of New Creation opens up fresh vistas for envisaging reconciliation in our time.”
–Jeremy Begbie, Duke University, Durham, NC
”The nexus of the argument here is the way in which ‘imagination’ is a defining practice of the Spirit, the capacity to receive, visualize, invest in, and enact a world other than the one we take for granted. Dearborn gives substance and passion to our ancient prayer, ‘Come, Holy Spirit.”’
–Walter Brueggemann, Columbia Theological Seminary, Decatur, GA
It’s a delight to let you know about this wonderful, groundbreaking resource.

Why do we struggle with allowing God to love us?

Here’s something I’ve been musing on this Lenten season:

“If the heart of Christianity is the God who gives nothing less than God’s own Self, it follows, as a logical conclusion, that the fundamental stance a Christian must take is that of receiving Him. First and foremost we must accept to be loved, allow God to love us, let God be the doer, the giver, let God be God to us. But how hard it is for us to do that consistently! We are always reversing the role, intent on serving God, as we say, on doing things for God, offering God something. This is our natural bent, but it must be corrected by the vision of faith. Over and over again, Jesus tries to get his disciples to drop this self-important attitude and to understand that, before God, they are only very small children who have no resources within themselves, but must look to their parents for everything, simply everything. It is not their role to give, but to receive. Jesus knows that this calls for a radical change of outlook and, more than outlook, a radical change of heart. From always trying to prove ourselves to God (is it not really to ourselves?), we have to become poor in spirit just as Jesus was.”

Ruth Burrows, Essence of Prayer, NY: Bloomsbury Academic, 2012, p. 48

Praying for Healing on Holy Week

This Holy Week I’m reflecting on the wonder of Christ’s healing life. For how much healing dare we pray, dare we hope?

This week points us to the healing of our wounded souls, hearts, homes, neighborhoods and world. “By his wounds we are healed”  (Isaiah 53:5; 1 Peter 2:24).

Yet so much feels so unhealed. We know some wounds in our hearts, bodies and world only heaven will heal. So for how much healing today dare we hope? Jesus calls us to pray for heaven to invade earth now: “Thy kingdom come, thy will be done–on earth as it is in heaven”.

We live in eager anticipation of the day when all nations will walk by the light of the Lamb (Revelation 21:23-24). Planted beside the river of life that flows from the throne of the Lamb are the trees of life. “The leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations.” (22:2).

In the midst of our wounds, we live and pray for healing with confidence and eager anticipation.

Anglican Bishop Stephen Neill summarizes the confidence in which the Christian movement has engaged the world, saying, “In Jesus, the one thing that needed to happen has happened in such a way that it need never happen again in the same way. The universe has been reconciled to its God…For the human sickness there is one specific remedy, and this is it. There is no other.”[i]

The gospel audaciously proclaims that the Holy God became embodied on our planet and lived a perfect human life on our behalf. In his human flesh Jesus defeated all personal, social and demonic darkness. He bore all sin and evil. He carried the full consequences of this into death and life eternal.

Jesus bore our brokenness so we could receive the gift of his wholeness. He became what we are, sinful and broken, so that we could become what he is, holy and glorious.

[i] Stephen Neill, The Christian Faith and Other Faiths (Oxford University Press, 1970) p. 17.

 (Beyond Duty: A Passion for Christ, A Heart for Mission (2013: 50). Available on Amazon US, UK, India, Canada, Japan, France, Germany, Italy, Spain.)
This Holy Week, I’m eager to taste some appetizers made from those healing leaves. My hope is strengthened by reports I’m hearing from around the world of how the Spirit isn’t merely offering appetizers–but banquets. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done–on earth–now–as it is in heaven!

There are no people who are aliens

“The earth is the Lord’s—the world isn’t for us alien territory.

People are in God’s image—no one is to us an alien being.”

(Beyond Duty: A Passion for Christ, A Heart for Mission (2013: 51). Available on Amazon US, UK, India, Canada, Japan, France, Germany, Italy, Spain.)

These may be true words to say, but their truth is most evident in how we live them. One ministry that inspires us is Tierra Nueva, located north of Seattle in the Skagit Valley. They follow the Spirit of God to see justice, kindness, healing, community and worship break forth among people who are so often marginalized in our society–gang members, addicts, jail inmates, migrant workers, and undocumented residents.

Kerry, Andrea and I recently had the privilege of writing an article about this for Christianity Today: “Ministering on the Margins in Rural America” . In full disclosure, the article refers to Bethany Dearborn (who is one of our daughters), and Andrea Peer who wrote it with us is another daughter. Our oldest daughter, Alison, is living in Redding, CA right now–otherwise the article would been fully a family affair!

Just how “for us” is God?

The mission of God involves the transformation of our identity. Rather than living with the sense of being rejected, abandoned, alone, losers or failures–God names us God’s beloved sons and daughters.  The lies of the Accuser continually bind us in shame and defensiveness. We desperately seek to assert or protect the shreds of our self-created sense of worth. The Lenten journey is the opportunity to reject these lies and receive again the Spirit breathing God’s love into us.

“From the straw of the manger in Bethlehem—to the wooden cross of Golgotha,

From the outpouring of the Spirit at Pentecost—to the gifts of the Eucharist to us and the Spirit in us,  

God bears our sin, carries our sorrows, offers the perfect obedience we can’t give, and comes to make God’s home in and with us.

Jesus is Immanuel—God with us.

Jesus is Messiah—God for us.

Jesus is the Incarnate Son—God as us.

The Spirit, the Father and Son abide in us—God in us.

This radical replacement of our broken humanity with Jesus’ perfect human life in us creates joy, freedom and ever-deepening eagerness to live in him. How sad that the best theology some Christians hear is that we need to try as best we can to live like Jesus. Of course we are to live like Jesus—but that is only possible because the life of Jesus is in us. The God of steadfast kindness not only loves us, God lives in us.”

(Beyond Duty: A Passion for Christ, A Heart for Mission (2013: 49-50). Available on Amazon US, UK, India, Canada, Japan, France, Germany, Italy, Spain.)

A friend in Juneau recently sent the link to this music video, “Remind me who I am”, by Jason Gray. He captures it beautifully.

Playing during Lent

This Week, CBS’ 60 Minutes program had a feature on Israel’s Iron Dome missile defense system, for which the US has provided $275 million in funding. It has protected Israel from most of the missiles fired from Gaza. However, I wonder if more investment in playground equipment in Gaza might prove to be an enhanced missile defense system.

Abuna Manuel was the Roman Catholic Priest of Gaza, in the Palestinian Territories. On a trip to Gaza I questioned why, amidst all the devastation of that place, with life-threatening shortages of food, medicine and clean water—let alone freedom and work—he requested from World Vision money for playground equipment. The Catholic school is one of the most respected schools in Gaza.  But his request for playground equipment seemed frivolous and secondary. I’ll never forget his reply.“The children of Gaza have lost their capacity (and even the places) to play. Play is the pathway to laughter, laughter leads to joy, and joy opens up the gateway to hope. Without hope, we have no life. When we feel we have no life, people will do desperate and destructive things. We need to help the children of Gaza to play again.” Needless to say, the Catholic School of Gaza was given a great set of playground equipment.

(Beyond Duty: A Passion for Christ, A Heart for Mission (2013: 44-45). Available on Amazon US, UK, India, Canada, Japan, France, Germany, Italy, Spain.)

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERATraditionally, the Church doesn’t say “hallelujah” during Lent. However, that restraint is intended to deepen our anticipation of the Great Hallelujah that is yet to come on Easter. “For the joy that was set before him, Jesus endured the Cross.” (Hebrews 12:2). The disciplines of Lent serve to open our ears to the voice of God, and to hear creation’s songs of praise. Maybe it’s not only ok but essential to play some during Lent. After all, isn’t the point to take our selves less seriously, and God more so?

Take the weight off our shoulders

Kerry, my wife, brought to our attention a great story by our friend and mentor, Bruce Larson, in his book Believe and Belong (Revel, 1982:21). Bruce contrasts two ways of carrying the weight of the world. Statues of both are found in the heart of New York City—a city filled with people trying be bear the world’s weight on Wall Street, at the United Nations and in international NGOs. In front of the GE Building a statue of the Greek god Atlas portrays one approach. A muscular Atlas strains to carry the cosmos on his shoulders. According to Greek mythology, this task was for him a curse rather than an act of courage.

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The other statue is found in St. Patrick’s Cathedral across the street from the GE building. It portrays Jesus as a humble young boy effortlessly holding the world in his hands. His hands seemed designed to carry it.

This leads me to reflections I’ve had this week on Gregory of Nyssa’s 4th century sermon on the beatitude, “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.” He suggests that poverty of spirit is best understood as “voluntary humility.”

“Unlike every other aspect of God’s nature, which goes far beyond the limits of our nature, humility is something that is natural to us. This is especially true when we take into consideration our humble origins and the uncomfortable fact that when we die, our bodies, which can be such a source of pride in this life, will one day decompose into garden fertilizer…

But don’t think humility is something that can be achieved easily or without practice. Quite the opposite: humility requires more practice and effort than any other highly sought after character trait. Why? Because humility’s opposite—the sin of pride—is deeply engrained in our being…

I want to be clear on this issue: there is no evil that so wounds our soul as pride.”  (Gregory of Nyssa, Sermons on the Beatitudes, paraphrase by Michael Glerup (IVP Books, 2012: 27-28).

In Beyond Duty I comment,

“The weight of building the kingdom doesn’t belong on our shoulders. Thankfully, it has been placed on a better set of shoulders—our Lord’s. As soon as we try to shift the responsibility to our own backs, we quickly tumble under the weight of the world. God is building God’s kingdom. The responsibility is God’s. This isn’t merely a semantic issue. This distinction means the difference between something that is life-giving and something that is death-dealing.” (Beyond Duty: A Passion for Christ, A Heart for Mission (2013: 41). Available on Amazon US, UK, India, Canada, Japan, France, Germany, Italy, Spain.)

The Spirit continually invites us to fast from the death-dealing pride that so deeply wounds our souls–and tragically wounds other people. For example, when I finished writing this I caught myself wondering if anyone might be impressed that I was reading Gregory of Nyssa. That sounds so scholarly. Then as I wrote this confession, I wondered if people might be impressed with my humility in admitting it. Pride runs deep, fast and is so slippery.

Rather than focusing on ourselves, and trying to hunt down our pride, the discipline of “voluntary humility” calls us to shift focus. In Hebrews 12, we are reminded to:

look to Jesus, the source and fulfillment of our faith…Consider him, who endured such hostility against himself from sinners.” The text note for v. 3 adds: “other ancient authorities read ‘who endured such hostility from sinners against themselves.'”

Jesus, in voluntary humility, endured both our hostility against God and the hostility we have against our very selves. Lent is a time to empty our hands and only carry on our shoulders the light and easy weight God places there. The Spirit invites us to shift our focus off ourselves, and look to Jesus who has not only the weight of the world, but even our hostility against ourselves in his pierced hands.

Who brings the kingdom?

I’ve been reflecting about our role in the coming of the kingdom of heaven to the brokenness of earth.

Often we hear people suggest that we are called to bring, build or establish the kingdom of God on earth. However, nowhere in Scripture are we told to do this.  The bringing of the kingdom is God’s work, in which we have the privilege of participating. Jesus “went through cities and villages, proclaiming and bringing the kingdom of God” (Luke 8:1).

We don’t bring, cause, build or create the kingdom. If we use these terms, we risk taking ourselves too seriously. We risk mission narcissism and even the idolatry of our own effort.

This distinction between God’s work and our own doesn’t minimize the importance of our ministry. Rather, it makes our ministry possible. Jesus invites us to a dynamic and even dramatic way of life and service. We are sent in Christ by the Spirit with the staggering commission “to proclaim the good news of the coming of the kingdom, cure the sick, raise the dead, cleanse and welcome the outcasts, and cast out demons” (Matthew 10.7-8).  That high calling is a long way from how I’ve lived. Much of my ministry has occurred behind desks and in conference rooms:  managing church, mission and academic programs; preparing sermons and lectures; writing books. Yet I hear in the voice of Jesus God’s call to all of us.

With that compelling (and for most of us, utterly daunting) call, it’s vital to distinguish who does what:

God brings the kingdom. In Christ, by the power of the Spirit, our lives bear witness to it.

God  builds the kingdom. We have the privilege of participating in what God is doing.

God provides signs of the kingdom. We are invited to allow God to work in and through us.

Remember as a child being invited to help prepare a party? Or maybe you don’t have to go back that far—we all like to be included in making something wonderful happen. So with us, God and the kingdom. God invites us–each in our own way–to help prepare earth to receive the kingdom banquet.

We are participants in the coming kingdom, not producers of it.

If this participation involves proclaiming, curing, raising, cleansing, welcoming and casting out–it’s no wonder Jesus told us we better wait and ask to receive the power to do this (Acts 1.8). I propose this as God’s invitation as we begin our Lenten journey.

Quotation from Dearborn, Beyond Duty: A Passion for Christ, A Heart for Mission (2013: 40). Available on Amazon US, UK, India, Canada, Japan, France, Germany, Italy, Spain.

“What needs doing in the world is less than what’s already been done”

P.T. Forsyth’s words ring like a strange song from an imaginary land. Everything in and around us screams out for us to do more, give more, accomplish more.  Inadequacy, insufficiency and incompleteness seem to dominate our lives and world. Amidst this tumultuous noise, the  Spirit speaks to us the news that “God is good at God’s job, and God isn’t worried about the future of our lives, our families, our ministries or our world.”

Without confidence in a completely trustworthy God, we are likely to approach our life in the world as an impossible, precarious human enterprise. We’ll feel as though we have tasks and needs that are absurdly unrealistic, and equally absurdly, all up to us…People who are committed to mission and who long to see changes occur in our world are especially prone to being addicted to our own efforts. We live on the brink of breakdown. We relentlessly try to fill the black hole of needs, disasters and emptiness with the limited resources of our over busy lives. We take on more than we can possibly manage and then feel sucked into the holes we were trying to fill. We know this doesn’t work. When we’re honest, we sometimes feel like God isn’t even succeeding at meeting our own needs. There doesn’t feel like there is much left over to give away to the world.”

As we move into Lent, I will offer reflections over the coming week on the utter reliability and resolute sufficiency of God’s power at work in us and in our world.

Quotation from Dearborn, Beyond Duty: A Passion for Christ, A Heart for Mission (2013: 36-37). Available on Amazon US, UK, India, Canada, Japan, France, Germany, Italy, Spain.


“World’s gravest need is less than Christ’s great victory”

“Many of us specialize in challenging and provoking people into mission by focusing on what’s missing and what’s lacking.  Good-hearted people respond with compassion and kindness. We drive ourselves and others into the world with exhortations to: give more, do more, be more, care more, serve more, love more. Though this may provoke some people’s response and involvement, something is missing. How do we live the abundant life of Christ when our entire focus is on deficits and deficiencies?

P.T. Forsyth offered the great insight in his 1908 book, Mission in State and Church: ‘The weakness of much current mission work and much current preaching is that they betray the sense that what is yet to be done is greater than what has already been done.’ Forsyth goes on to say the gospel proclaims that ‘the world’s gravest need is less than Christ’s great victory…The great thing is already done. What needs doing is all less than has been done.'”

Quotation from Dearborn, Beyond Duty: A Passion for Christ, A Heart for Mission (2013:33, 35). Available on Amazon US, UK, India, Canada, Japan, France, Germany, Italy, Spain.

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